A Fork In The Road, With Bent Prongs

Every few years of your life you reach a turning point, either good or bad there is usually some form of change. It happens to us constantly through our childhood as we progress through different levels of education and growing up, all the way through to university when we have become adults, then you begin the rest of your life as you leave university. We go out into the world completely alone and have to rely on ourselves to do what we need to survive, a frightening feeling knowing that you are completely alone from this point on to make what you will of your life.

I am reaching this fork in the road, it looms ahead in the near future almost like a criminal on death row, knowing his inevitable fate. The time to make decisions is now, important potentially life changing decisions, these have all arrived at once like a gigantic ton of bricks being dropped from a great height. When do you know if you've made the right decision? its only a 50/50 chance that it will be right or wrong, yes or no. I have to make decisions about my career and about all aspects of my future, even where i live, all of this couldn't really have come at a worse time when i seem to be very close to rock bottom right now and have far too many things to try and deal with. Is it possible to make good decisions when your mind is in several different places at once? I hope so.


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